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Understanding myself is messy

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Lord God, I've been upset about something for awhile and I've prayed for clarity and wisdom. I have not been able to figure out what to do or why something has happened. You gave me clarity. You sorted the mess with me. I inquired of you, I sought counsel, and I opened myself up to the possibility  that I was mistaken and defensive, that my conclusions were incorrect. You helped me humble myself. You gave me insight. You spoke. I wonder how many times I miss what you're saying because I'm so sure that I'm right? Instead of seeking wisdom and perspective, I look for someone to agree with me. I seek validation. I seek vindication. I see a mess even though you've drawn a clear path to knowing you better. I am so proud. I wonder at your willingness to forgive and direct me. Thank you. I am awed by your mercy and grace, as well as your forgiveness and your continued pursuit to use me. Every time I learn something new about myself, I l...

A scary prayer for grace

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Lord, I need some grace in my life. Not for me--I know I already have that in excess. You lavish your grace and mercy on me, when, of course, I don't deserve it. Thank you for that. It's truly incomprehensible. I must not be living in consciousness of your grace all the time because I am often ungracious towards other people. Me, who's highly flawed, finds time and energy to judge other people who are also highly flawed. I get annoyed, impatient, frustrated , upset. I know that makes me human. Your grace has told me you understand my frailties and you love me anyway. (Once again, thank you.) If your power is made perfect in weakness, why do I rebel against my own weakness and criticize other people's weaknesses. It's so hypocritical. I want your power to flow through me, yet I pretend and fight against the weaknesses that make your power visible. I think the antidote to gracelessness is humility. My flaws should do the trick the...

Make me a Servant

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Lord, Servant of All, Please help me to serve others with a happy heart. Shut my mouth when I want to complain. Prick my heart when I feel selfish. Censor my thoughts when I think I deserve more-- when I believe my life should be marked by happiness, love, appreciation, and respect. You know what it feels like to be overlooked and misunderstood, to work hard at something difficult, something that expends all your energy and hurts you deeply inside, only to be rejected by the ones you served. Give me your attitude-- or at least, help me to learn it. I know it comes through hard work. I'll do it. I want to be like you, Jesus. Servant of Man. Bearer of the cross. Sin for me, although You knew no sin. May I serve like You serve! Amen.